...in the mirror

I don't hate you... I hate what you've become and miss who you were. I hate the way you've allowed yourself to get treated and I hate that you don't do anything about it. You're weak and timid and second guess every decision and feeling you have and that's not who you are. You have nothing to offer anybody at this point. What does someone get out of knowing you? Loving you? Caring about you? The easy answer.... nothing. That's what you've become... nothing. Obviously you being at your best, isn't good enough. Who you are isn't good enough. So at this point, go through the motions. Try not to jeopardize anyone else's future/life. Shut up, do what you're told. Don't show emotion. Don't have opinions. Don't do anything but 'be'. And just wait in agony.